Vincent, It was very strange to have a first birthday without you. Last year we had the stay in the lighthouse, it was such a great week. You were so well. The trees are in bud again and I can't believe you aren't here to walk through the park. We were recognised for our fund raising efforts for the hospice by my work last week, it brought me crashing back to earth, how much they gave us and how much people have helped me to give back. You would be so proud. I'm still going every week, still crying and laughing in fits and starts. You are still so very missed. Every day. One day we will laugh again together. Until then, I see you. God bless Love wen x